Slideshow Chris Graduation

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Thank You

My tea’s gone cold,I’m wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I can’t see at all And even if I could it’d all be grey, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it’s not so bad It’s not so bad I drank too much last night, got bills to pay My head just feels in pain I missed the bus and there’ll be hell today I’m late for work again And even if I’m there, they’ll all imply that I might not last the day And then you call me and it’s not so bad It’s not so bad and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life Push the door,I’m home at last and I’m soaking through and through Then you handed me a towel and all I see is you And even if my house falls down now, I wouldn’t have a clue Because you’re near me and I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life

Crawling

Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface, Consuming, confusing, This lack of self-control I fear is never ending, controlling, I can’t seem, to find myself again My walls are closing in [without a sense of confidence I’m convinced There’s just too much pressure to take] I’ve felt this way before So insecure Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me Distracting, reacting Against my will I stand beside my own reflection It’s haunting how I can’t seem To find myself again My walls are closing in [without a sense of confidence I’m convinced That there’s just too much pressure to take] I’ve felt this way before So insecure... Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real Crawling in my skin These wounds they will not heal Fear is how I fall Confusing what is real (there’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming,) confusing what is real (this lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling,) confusing what is real

Has it really been that long since I've written????
Well, a lot has happened. I'm no longer working for GSI unless they call me for the Christmas season again!
Dan bought a hot dog cart and I have been working on that since July. I love it!
I finally get to use all those years of server skills for basically, myself. It's a lot of work and can be tiring at times, but well worth it.
My baby baby sister,Annie, has come to live with me. She needed to leave where she was and come to a better place. Hopefully, this will be the last big move for a while...some stability.
I'm going to be a grandmother in May 2009! Sean and his girlfriend, Susan, just told me a few weeks ago.
My other baby sister, Jen, is due with TWINS in February 2009.....I'm so excited for her....it was a long road to get there. She is having 1 boy and 1 girl....awesome!
Christopher is done with High School and trying to find a job. Seems not many people are hiring right now and it's bumming him out, but he'll get something. He is living with Sean now and seems to be going well.
The girls are growing like weeds and it's strange raising teenage daughters after having 2 boys first...what a difference!